Life's Like A Book, Write It Well

Happy Birthday E

now this is the problem...
people hated Micheal.. saying that he's a wierdo..
wierdo jacko or something..

but when a legend dies people say nice things about him...

he's a legacy so we should be constant in treating him one...
not when he's dead and we respect him...
people are out there to get he's money.
take away things that he had created..
Neverland, money, music.. etc.

only now that he's dead people give him all the respect and love to him...
alot of celebrities like usher, justin timberlake , britney spears and so much more are under the influence of just one person..

SHOULDN'T PEOPLE BE GENUINE ?
SHOULDN'T PEOPLE BE A FAN?!!
SHOULDN'T PEOPLE GIVE CREDIT TO THE ONE THAT MADE THE POP CULTURE?!

he's dead now..
is that why people are respecting the dead instead of the living?!

yesterday night i was alone at home.. i had nothing to do and i'm yet to see more of perth
my sister left me the car and i thought to myself why not go out... driving around and see stuff
(but of course not get lost!)

i drove out to town.. and see the city go wild with people partying drinking and getting drunk..
it's quite a surprise for me because everyone said perth is such a laid back place and become come here to relax and chill`
i think you're wrong man...

there's this certain lane... or streets i should say.. are all filled up with clubs and pubs.. people dancing and laughing all around...
i was in my car driving around and i just had to stop and walk around... to see stuff...

as i was walking around 2:15am in the morning i came across something i never thought i would have seen.... i took a picture of it..



it's not a clear picture but clear enough to see what is it...
it says.. " Church of Scientology".. WOW!!! 
as i stopped to take a picture..
a white dude shouted to me from far...
"Wicked stuff aye.."
"Well... it's the infamous one.. i have to take a picture and send it over to my friends back at home.."
i replied..

well soon after, i start to head back home... there's so many roads and i almost got lost...
i've been driving for almost 4 years now... i think i got the drivers instinct right??                     NOT!!
i was so so so lost till i had to stop at a petrol kiosk and ask for directions...
walked up to 2 australians girls who're pumping petrol..
they're really funny.. they're conversations are like yelling at each other...

when i told them where i wanted to go they can say it's easy to go.. but for us Singaporeans it's not easy...
"just head out here, turn right.. turn left at the next one and  go straight till u see a stop sign, turn right and keep going till u come a round about then turn left and you'll be able to see it.."
why i can recite for you now is because i typed it down in my handphone...  =D

when i got back home i sat in my car.. with my engines off, thought what a great experience i had..
but i miss my CRV , i miss my loud banging music.. most importantly i miss the good company..
THE PUMP IT CREW!!

sorry i've not been blogging often,
that's because i just got to Australia not too long ago and i have to do lotsa stuff




well.... how many of you went to the premiere of Transformers?
I HAVE!!!!
it's an awesome show aye? but the fighting scene's too fast and i can't figure which is which when they're getting on with the fighting...

the theater here in Australia is pretty much the same only that the tickets u got...
ARE ALL FREE SITTING!!!
it's quite amazing that everyone walks in? not like in Singapore.. people would rush in try to grab a seat like it's limited edition or something?

ouh! and those that have been to the movies with me knows i love to eat popcorn right...
right here...there's no caramel popcorn, there's only salty ones.. and i mean SALTY ONES!
after a few mouth of it.. u can feel or mouth starting to become alittle soggy like or something i dunno how to describe it..
but i'll let your imagination run wild for a bit...

well nothing much for few days in perth...

many thanks to those that came for the BBQ..
it was a real awesome time catching up with people that i am close with
and people who are not so close with me
it's such a big party, i was busy trying to see if everyone had food...

i'm happy that alot of CGLs came
most imptly Roy and Ivan came...
SUPER SHOCKING was.... CHARLESTON CAME!!!
it was awesome and i had the warm fuzzy feeling i can cry..

the party ended about 10.30pm
but the chilling just started...

CLEMENT IS ONE CRAZY DRIVER...
he can change lanes like drastically..
i was telling the rest of them in my car...
"he's one scary driver man.."

chilling session was great with hong hwee, sahai, xing and of course clement..
but the major ending is still yet to come...

this morning my CEG came to send me off...
GOSH! they had such creative minds and put together a photo stand for me
with messages behind... it was so creative and awesome..
i cried like mad when i was reading it...
stella got me a note book which is really cool and it fits me...
THANKS STELLA!!
and ELYN , JING HONG & DEBBIE thanks for the note book u got me too... =D
Melvin got me this book that's called... "my utmost for his highest"

all of this effort, time, love and care...
can never be more genuine brought by my true friends...
ONE WORD!

FAMILY!!!!


thank you so so so so much... =)

there's alot of things i worry right now
well i'm not all perfect that you see me walking around smiling
talking rubbish with friends and having fun..
i have my lows and downturns too..
i'm human afterall and i'm just like any of you... i have my time...

as i was listening to John Mayer's music i just downloaded..
i was a groom Blues player... but never had the chance to play or practice it...
but i took my guitar and i try playing...
i played my heart out and i played with my feelings and soul...
when i was done i realized that life can't be just a bed of roses..

God set problems and troubles for us to test us...
to see which route we're gonna take...

or maybe it's just the Devil trying to pull us away from where we should be...

test.problems.worries.sorrow.temptations..

no matter what is going to happen i will never back down in what i want to be...
CLOSER TO YOU DEAR GOD!

oh boy!! Pst Troy Marshall preached in HOGC today
it was so powerful it kinda hit me like a freight train coming toward me...
it was about mysteries in life,mysteries in the bible.....

well i can't understand the bible and i was trying very hard to understand it...
it was a big question mark for me to read and try to know what it's saying
immediately i know this sermon was for me...
i was tired when i got to church, i got to admit that
but then after listening to Pst Troy Marshall preached..
i feel a burning to read the bible again and try to open the mysteries it's saying...

how cool it would be when Jesus is speaking in parables
and u pray and asked it to be revealed to you...
and it just open to you like golden words on the page...

IT'S AWESOME!

Hung out with Xing And Elgin after service
i had so many questions and catching up with them...
since i ORD already, i have so much time now...
we went to a cafe and just chilled there...
it was great that we had such a time to get close together,
and talk about our worries and what we've been doing
Xing's a great person to be with honestly
he shares experiences with maturity and understanding..
he's like a role model i look up to... honestly
one really good thing which i really appreciate was
i shared with him about me not growing in God anymore
well i am still but very slowly and i don't feel God's strong presence anymore
Xing left he's ipod with me,before i drove off he asked me to listen to a certain track..
i was listening to the song,but didn't really feel the presence of God
then i remembered he asked me to listen to C3
so i flip out and listen to C3 Worship band
wow man...
i listen to the live version of Worthy
the freight train came again.... hit me so hard that felt God so strongly that i almost can feel him accompanying me home...
Cool? the best was still yet to come
after Worthy.. the song Eternal Salvation played...
this time... it was like a freight train hitting me every 2 line the singer sang..
i love it so much... the presence is back.. and i am so so so thankful to Xing..
cause i know every musician need music...
plus he's playing on worship team i know he needs to listen to the song he needs to prac with..


true genuine friends are hard to come by..

Give me a vision and i will confess to it,
Give me a vision that is so ever great,
With power under the name of the great and only Kingdom

One heart and One Vision
i will say the same as you!

Today is a gonna be a new beginning to life..
what would the future bring?
it's like a chick in a egg shell carving all the lines on the wall...
now it hatched i'm out....

well it didn't felt much man..
because i kinda had 12 days MC thanks to my wisdom tooth
today felt like any other day

but i'm looking forward to get the one and most impt thing...
MY PINK IC!!!

well guys i've done my time.... 2 years...

ORD O!!!!

Ladies and Gentlemen introducing Journey's new front man..

Arnel Pineda





as singapore idol is gonna be starting another season soon...
well Singapore... you think u guys can sing?

Maybe you wanna think twice just by watching this video yeah....

i'm sure you guys have heard this song before..
this is not the Steve Perry from the original line up of Journey
but I sure know this guy sounds like it..
No....... BETTER!!!!
just close your eyes and listen..
the same guitar licks from Neal Schon
the same bass tone from Ross Valory
the same keys from Jon Cain...
it's like Journey being reborn... but better and STRONGER

LISTEN MAN!!! OH MY GOSH!!!

now who says Asians can't sing?!

a video i found that i thought was amazing...
CREED ROCKS MY SOCKS!!

right now it's early morning..
i didn't sleep well yesterday because i was thinking too much..

i was on my bed flipping like a human prata..
not only it's hot.. but something in my heart is bothering me..
let me ask you.. or whoever is reading this blog

have you ever wonder why life isn't going your way?
u know like how u plan it to be....... uh.. but it just isn't?
how much your desires want things to be that way, but it's just not?

ADDITION!!

you have to hide it from everyone else because it's just a secret you think you shldn't let it out??

1st thing:
fear of rejection..
(rejection stops you from doing something you want to do.. more over it just put you down...
like your faith in something.. your hopes and dreams?)
2nd thing:
fear of losing something
(like maybe a friend or a certain particular thing if you tell people about it..)

i was very uncomfortable and i was about to explode..

my heart was ticking like a time bomb.. and ever little sec was ticking and counting down till ignition
then later i told myself
DUDE YOU'RE LEAVING!! WHAT ON EARTH ARE YOU THINKIN` ABOUT!!

heh`

have you ever marveled at the stars and wonder what they're doing?
or maybe... what the world is doing
people scolding each other?
people reading a book?
playing games? watching tv? or even try to get some sleep..

i was watching the sky and being Singapore...
there's no stars in the sky but yet u know that they're there...
Singapore's just to bright to see a star...

but then to the corner of my eye...
there's a star shining ever so bright...
twinkling and glittering like a diamond..

and i wonder what if the sky is filled with thousand and millions of stars tonight...
each have a purpose, each would have a meaning..
just like us living on this planet...
what if we live life fruitful and meaningful...
would each of us be known?

"Justin!! open your eyes... don't struggle please... if not you're gonna hurt yourself..."

"Justin...... JUSTIN!!!! OPEN YOUR EYES!!!!"

in my head i was like.. OPEN YOUR EYES LAR!!!!!




heh it was not a good experience at the dentist...
NEVER WAS~~~ NEVER WILL!!!

i've seen alot of stunt shows...
but these particular stunts..



they're phenomenal...

i had a dream last night..
i know it's a dream but yet.. it was made to feel so real
is this a sign or something?
this dream wasn't about an occasion or any event that will happen in your life

i was sitting in a study room filled with books and on a woody old study desk i wrote

"life is like a book...
writing it with your daily life,passing on day by day..
decisions you made and the things you do..
will be written in this journal of your life..
it will build your character and personality you're going to be

to influence or to be influenced..
to touch or to touched by someone...
to save or to be saved..
all of this will be all your doing..

at the end we all will pass on to another place which was promised to us...
this book will be read by the one and only God.."

the very next second
i woke up in a cold cold sweat
it scares the living day light out of me..

:/